It’s a taste. It doesn’t make me a monster. I keep it confined to the digital world.
Under no circumstances would I ever, ever act on it.
Not even if I went to a foreign country where such things are overlooked. Encouraged, even.
I was this way even as a boy. I’ve simply gotten older and they haven’t.
I would never use my work computer. My phone is encrypted.
Most of the members of those groups are like me, acting out a fantasy.
Never print out anything. Not even the stories.
I would’t tell anyone. Are you crazy?